Repo

It's nice when you get that feeling of overwhelming gratefulness.
I am grateful for a lot of people in my life... the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Every person makes an impact on your life one way or another.

Currently I am grateful for my darling boyfriend.
He puts up with all my crazy antics even when he lives in a different state.
Sometimes it is hard, for both of us I know but those are the times when you become grateful.
I am grateful to have him in my life and would put up with an immense amount of nonsense to keep him there.

I think in life it is hard to see how great you really have it when you are in it.
But in reality you most likely have it better than most and people are dying to be where you are.

I just want to say.. let people know that you are grateful to have them around.
You may think so but.. they don't always know.
And even if they do it is a nice thing to hear every now and then.

<3Be grateful, Be peaceful, and live on

An Interest.

I haven't been in the best place the last couple days and I know I am not alone.
One of my closest friends has been on the same page with me.
I think the troubles we are having is that we take such an interest while others don't.
It's giving 110% and only getting back 50%.
It's missing someone terribly and only being a random tiny thought in the back of their head.

It is a really hard concept to grasp.
The fact that someone may or may not care about you or something or about anything as much as you do.
I sometimes think that we should let go. I believe that if we care our love will pay off.
Someday someone will realize how much we actually care and they will acknowledge it, maybe even return it.

I guess one can only hope.
Positivity.

<3 Be Peaceful

Ode to Russ.

I really need to step up my blogging.. or so I have been told.
 This blog has nothing to do with Russell btw.

Lately I have not been baking... at all.
Not really surprising since I'm not working anymore. 
maybe it's good to take a break since I am going to be baking daily for the next 9 months.
I feel like I am having a baby..made of bread and cake.. when I say that.
BUT I'M NOT! I will come out with an ASSOCIATES!
Lately I have realized I can make a damn good sandwich!
also have been making many! haha
and so maybe I am destined to work at subway.
Oh and I make a bangin Tuna Melt.

I made scones the other day (my favorite pastry)
and frankly they sucked.
I haven't made them in over a year but still annoying to me.
Scones, scones, scones... can't live with them and DEFF can't live without them.

Anyway..
it's been taking some getting used to living in my parents house again. I'm used to people being around but family its different.
I got used to coming and going as I please, making myself food, and entertaining myself.
Makes me wonder what will happen next April.
Maybe get a good job and get in school then I can look into going out on my own.
And so I suppose I should SOAK it UP! while I'm here.
speaking of soaking up.. I am soaking up all the Florida Friend time I can get...(ok so I guess Russell is included here)
I like my Florida friends. maybe the most... or just because I have known them the longest.

Although I am excited to go back to NY.
Wear my new boots and see Cameron Talotta!


Time to Party.

<3 Be Peaceful

haven't posted in awhile.

Life has been going on even though I haven't been posting.

I finished my extern which I am SUPER STOAKED about.
I feel one step closer to my associates degree.
I had fun while I was in Orlando and made some great friends.

Now I am off for a whole month and have no idea how I will productively spend it.
I and going to try not to sleep it away.
and a tan is high priority.

Excitement is building for going back to NY.
I can't wait to see all my friends up there and start a new year.
I think sophomore year is going to be wayyyy better.

anyway.. Stumbleupon is calling me.

<3 Be peaceful.