Haven't posted in 4 days.

I've been tired and have had a lot more homework then I use to.

But whats new is...

I am in Baking Techniques with Chef Haymon.. 

I didn't think I was going to like this class AT ALL

but although he isn't the biggest ray of sunshine I appreciate his way of teaching and I think I'm learning..

Which is the point.

I got a 10/10 on my first quiz which I am proud of.

Also I got my writing and Breads grades which boosted my GPA a little.

So overall I'm not doing so bad currently

I feel like this light at the end of the tunnel is what is really keeping me going.

Knowing I will be in Florida in less than two weeks making me so happy that I can hardly contain it

and I think about it pretty much constantly.

Although I suppose it is rather sad that once again I am wishing the days away..

I should be savoring everyday but.. it's hard with such events coming up

something else that is sad is that today I realized that maybe I am growing up

Every year prior I have had a birthday count down..

This year it feels like my birthday is on the back burner and maybe its not such a big deal

idk if it's because I will be in NY and wont really be celebrating or getting presents or anything

or if it's because going home excitement is out weighing it

or if in fact it is because you tend to care less about birthdays as you get older.

ugh who knows!

What I do know is.. I am tired.. Class and Yoga kicked my ass today

and I wish I would stop feeling sick....

welcome to the real world.

10.10.10 <3

<3 Be Peaceful my darlings.

Final Quote: "The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this; Decide what you want." -Ben Stein

In one ear and out the other.

First day of Baking Tech is dunzos.

Wasn't horrible..hopefully it stays that way.

I have had a lot of drama surrounding lately and I am here to say...

I'M OVER IT.

I don't want to deal with it anymore so I'm just gunna do me and not worry about people making asses out of themselves.

and that's the end of that just needed to make that quick announcement.

anyways, For some reason I felt like maybe I would get mail today but.. nothin.

Not getting mail here is unfortunate.. Its feels like jail and mail is your only life line.

Maybe if I start sending more mail I will get more mail? hmm.

another thing I would like to mention is Floridians bitching about being cold.

I am cold.

You are not cold.

and you should be thankful because you know all off you bitch mid summer when it's hot as shit.

Hot here is a blessing because its always chilly or freezing or a variation there of.

Sooo.. put on a freakin long sleeve and shut it.

I have like 8 layers on and look like I weigh 300 pounds.

I feel a little all over the place in this blog and in general lately but I guess in consideration of stuff going on in my life.. it's to be expected. 

Also I feel like my blogs haven't been filled with much readable content lately.. I'll try to fix this.

Only 16 more days till I will have a clear mind and everyone I love.

10.10.10ily

<3 Be Peaceful and Warm

p.s. Racket Ball with Al = Loveeeee<3333

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world...

Actual post of the day..
I'm sad the weekend is over
although I didn't have the best weekend
there were some highlights though.
A few I will mention (or re-mention I'm unsure)
Hangin' with Al eating McAwesomes.
Hangin' out with Steve "Juhbronie" Doucakis.
Venting to mi madre.
I'm not sure of much else.
but anyway, I'm not thrilled to be starting this next block..
I guess I'm going in with negative thoughts and maybe it will turn out to be a good block
I try to be positive but its hard sometimes
feels like it's especially hard around here.
I was a much happier more positive person back home.
Some things are just getting to me which I will not mention currently because I feel like I'm always complaining about something.


So positive = I am superrr excited to go home and get to celebrate the holidays and my birthday with everyone
also I cant believe I have been at CIA for this long and I guess it hasn't really killed me.
It hasn't snowed yet which I am very thankful for
and lastly I have started a project on my own and I am enjoying it greatly, keeps my mind of things just need a few more supplies for it.
18 days 10.10.10 <3

Song of the day- Only Girl By Rihanna

<3 Be Peaceful
And thanks for reading.

Epic Fail

I recieved an amazing letter from my bf.
and now.. I lost it.
I feel like puking and crying and screaming all at the same time.
could I fail at life a little harder?


End of post.

Hello Lover.

I have started some bad habits and they must stop
Sleeping in until 1pm is not cool man
also I have skipped out on the gym this past week so I need to get back on track with that as well

Anyways I have had a really fun weekend full of Ally and I have missed it greatly
Also I would like to say that I am almost done Christmas shopping.
and I am ready to be done!

lastly keeping this short and sweet...
I would really like to find some fun activities along with some outdoor adventures to take part in.
I want to be out. Off of campus and active.
any ideas?

Only 19 days until I return to the always great Florida
I cannot believe the countdown is already in the teens..
seems like it was 68 just yesterday and I was wondering how I'd manage..
I guess I have managed and now...
WE ARE ON THE HOME STRETCH LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!
10.10.10<3

<3 Be Peaceful

It really is the little things.

I didn't have an amazing day in breads class today but..
When I returned to my room I got dressed and Al and I went on our way
The plan was to start our Christmas shopping. Kohls and Walmart were the targets.
So we drove and talked and vented to each other about current life situations
Once we got to Kohls we shopped around, didn't really buy much but looked around.
Then at Walmart we made laps and laps around the store in search of Christmas goodies.
On the way home we talked about the upcoming visit home and she put to rest some worries I was having
By this point we had gotten superrrr hungry since our CIA meal swipes left us with plenty to ask for.
So we stopped at the always trusty Mickey D's
As we looked at the menu , we quickly decided the dollar menu was the way to go.
and I explained to her the glory of the McAwesome.
McAwesome: 1 McDouble 1 McChicken. Slap them together and you have a McAwesome.
One of the best inventions in the world. The best of both worlds.
We both ordered the needed ingredients along with fries and drinks.
As we sat to feast we talked about how long it had been since it was just us two.
Back in the day it was always just Al and Stephie but lately it was usually the gang.
The change of pace was nice and refreshing to say the least.
anyways we feasted and spoke of how delicious it was all the while.
I suppose we discussed other things too but most likely less important.
As Al reached her last bite of McAwesome for some reason I looked up at her.
She put the chunk of awesome in her mouth and there was the slightest smirk across her face.
And that was the moment I realized it really is the little things.

Now I told you that to tell you this.

The McAwesome, the shopping, the alone time with my wonderful roommate is what made my day.
The sheer happiness that was wiped across Al's face as she finished her sandwich made my day.
The way I made her laugh when I told her the best Christmas gift would be a picture of her eaten a cheeseburger made my day.(in fact I love making Al laugh it's always really funny)
The hug from Al made my day.

Thank you Allyson Ball.
If it were not for randomly getting thrown into a dorm with you I would not have made it this long and will not make it through college. I love you my lil lady bug<33

Be Peaceful<3
And be grateful for those around you and the little things.

It's the little things that make or break your day in the end.

2 a days.

With help from Al.
I just tried to use some of my remaining extra meal swipes at court side.
Starting swipes left: 32

Items bought:
9 cookies/brownies
8 pints of Ben and Jerrys
4 Ben and Jerry's Ice cream bars
2 Ice Cream cookie sandwiches
2 Twix ice cream bars
1 Snickers Ice Cream bar
5 Bags of chips
9 Bottles of water

Remaining swipes left: 23

WTHHHH am I supposed to do with 23 swipes! hahaha
Our fridge is stockedddd... gotta love the college life huh?

I'm tired.. I need to study for my final tomorrow... ugh
 Ice cream party instead?
I think soooo!

<3 Be Peaceful