Life is Life no matter which way you live it.

My Parents came to Orlando this weekend.
It was nice to have some unconditional love.
I miss having them around more but
I know this is part of growing up and it is helping me figure out who I am when I stand alone.
In Orlando I have been doing alright
not everything is perfect but with 46 more days I can't really complain.
I have been getting more days off and things have been going alright.
I am ready to have a break from work and school and I'm ready to see my friends in New York.
Overall I am trying to be positive.
Trying to get out of the apartment a little more
and trying to read more because I realized it for some reason is extremely relaxing to me.

Besides all of this..
I need to get some stuff together in life.
Figure out what is coming next because it is approaching fast.

10.10.10<3
<3 Be Peaceful

Pay me no mind.

All I feel lately is numb.
There are some things you need in life. Not a want but a need.
Some of the needs can fall by the way side for a while but sooner or later...
It's bound to catch up.

In real life I do a lot of things on my own.
And I don't mind being alone.
I have never been an attention seeker and I don't think that will change about me but..
Attention is a necessity in some outlets.
Without it the outlet is non existent.. if that makes sense.

What I am trying to say is.. I don't have time for this childhood nonsense.
Step up your game.

<3 Be Peaceful and never be number 2

ups and downs

I haven't blogged in a while.. I guess I just haven't had much to say or the energy to say it.

I like living in Orlando but I don't have the worlds best job in my opinion.
I believe Disney has more to offer than what I have been given and for that I am truly disappointed.
What I am not disappointed about is the people I have met and the things I have learned.
I can't say I have learned much Baking wise as I do pretty much the same thing everyday at work but..

What I have learned is.. what I do not want to do to make a living, how to be a good worker especially compared to others, the more questions you ask the more information you may or may not get, and that if you bonded once..you might bond again.

I am grateful to have encountered people such as my prep chef at work because she is truly a pastry chef and has been nothing but insightful since I met her. I am also grateful to live with 5 other girls and be able to say BEEN THERE.. DONE THAT.. bought that shirt and don't wanna do it again!

Although I am grateful for what Disney and Orlando has offered me..
I have found myself missing New York and the little that Hyde Park has to offer.
Now don't get me wrong.. I don't miss the snow or cold.
But I do miss the people.. the things to do.. the simple life.. and meals being made for me =)

For now I am looking ahead for the next 65 days to fly by and to have a month of vacation in my own bed.
Hopefully sometime in between all this mess I will get to spend time with my Boyfriend.
ugh.

<3 Be Peaceful cause nothing else will do.