Today was a beautiful day,

HELLO WORLD!
current events:
Tomorrow and friday I have exams and finally will be finishing a majority of the boring classes.
Tomorrow is also the Girl Talk concert which is gunna be dankkkkkk, ally, christian, joel, andrew, ian, morgan, and I will all be attending.
I should really be studying for exams but I'm not...I've decided if I don't know it now, I probably will not ever know it at this point.
I've also decided its 18 days til doom day.
(and so this just reminded me that I used to have to do actual world events in middle school...not Stephanie world events)
 In other news, today was a beautiful day, the leaves are falling and all colored. It was the perfect fall temperature outside(although I had to study all day and was inside =/ )  For once today, I actually appriciated my new state. and that fact made me smile.

 Heres a song to end my blog.

Meredith Brooks - Bitch Lyrics

I hate the world today.
You're so good to me,
I know but I can't change.
Tried to tell you,
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath,
Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried.
You must have been relieved
To see the softer side,
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you.
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

I'm a bitch,
I'm a lover,
I'm a child,
I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner,
I'm a saint,
and I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your hell,
I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between.
You know you wouldn't want it any other way.

So take me as I am,
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man.
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous,

And I'm going to extremes:
Tomorrow I will change,
And today won't mean a thing

Just when you think you've got me figured out,
The season's already changin'.
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save me.

I'm a bitch,
I'm a tease,
I'm a goddess on my knees.
When you hurt,
When you suffer,
I'm your angel undercover.
I've been numb,
I'm revived,
Can't say I'm not alive,
You know I wouldn't want it any other way.




<3 Be Peaceful.

Hello Beautiful world!

Tonight is a happy post, the sad post are getting to ally and I both so its happy only!

I had a really good weekend; had fun at taco bell, went to New Paltz, looked for thrift stores in the ghetto(unsuccessful), went swimming..it was just a good weekend.
This coming week is full of finals and lots of homework which I'm not looking forward to but I am looking forward to getting it over with so I can have better classes and a more Stephanie suiting schedule.
Other news include...
-I'm extremely white and may have to resort to using a tanning bed soon.
-Ally is trying to go vegetarian for a week, so I'm joining her since I did it for a year already.
-We discovered court side has breakfast which is pretty much the best news ever for the weekend and is a fabulous reason for me not to sleep till noon every weekend.
-I never went to sleep last night and I am running fumes right now. Sleeppyyyyy ZZZzzzZZzz

I'm going to end with a wonderful song by a band I love dearly. Blink 182- first date
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmWRZssiKHo
In the car I just can't wait,
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A Target that I'm probably gonna miss

Let's go,don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever

Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make, this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever



<3 Be Peaceful

I forgot something in my last post..

I love you very much, and im sorry im so frustrated because alot of it is not from you.
and I would rather be frustrated everyday of my life with you then not be with you.
sorry my emotions are so damn crazy.

Frustrated.

I'm frustrated with so much homework,
I'm frustrated by not enough play time,
I'm frustrated by my little pet peeves,
I'm frustrated with not having money,
I'm frustrated with not sleeping, 
and so on and so forth... but mainly..

im frustrated with you.im frustrated with not knowing. not knowing what will happen or how far this is gunna go. im frustrated when u have something to say but wont tell me. im annoyed when u do tell me but i dont understand. im frustrated that i really want to cry but cant. im frustrated with my horrible timing and urs too. im frustrated when i feel like ur lying to me or just not telling me all of the truth. although i mostly appreciate it im frustrated that u feel u have to protect me. im frustrated when i feel like u cant talk to me. im frustrated when i think about things i dont know about u, im frustrated when i feel like u wont make a commitment to me.

im just frustrated.

donde es mi amor?

Some silly boy I know told me he hated Build Me Buttercup.
I know this is totally and obviously ridiculous, much as he is.
But, I love him anyway.
He's just too handsome to not love.
Some day (weather he likes it or not) I'm gunna marry him.
the end. =)

p.s. I LOVE YOUUUU <3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

its 66 degrees

im cold, and in a bad mood.

every ones annoying me,
projects are annoying me,
fake days off are annoying me,
not sleeping is annoying me,
not having normal food is annoying me,
not knowing people annoys me,
boys annoy me.
I'm ANNOYED!

I think this is the first time I've actually been upset since I've been here. I just wanna go somewhere and be by myself. but I can't, I live in a small room with two other people, there's always people around, and I always have homework to do.
UGHHHHHHH! I WANT TO SCREAM!

only one thing makes me happy and i cant have it.
fml
the end.

be peaceful<3

Hump day.

I'm wishing the week would end faster
Classes take to long and I'm always tired,
along with the amazing fact that I haven't been feeling well.

Today Ally and I finally got the diner food we had been craving which was well worth it.
To make it even better and make my day, as we pulled back into CIA we came in counter with the most amazing thing I've seen since I've been here....the CIA soccer team.
They were Running,
They were Shirtless,
They were Sweaty,
They were College Boys,
They were Soccer players.
They were HOTT!
I will be damned if I do not meet at least a few of these beautiful creatures.
(may I also add, they can cook?)
It was a beautiful thing, I swear god blessed us today.

Tonight we have a comedian coming hopefully he will be entertaining. and then I will sleep because despite the 2 hr nap I took today, I'm still tired.

Be Peaceful<3

The weekend as of yet.

Ally and I at GCS,

I finished the week with for lack of better words..a butt load of homework; which like a good student i have started on and completed over half I'd say. Leaving the most annoying and tedious for last. Instead of doing homework...

Friday we hung out and went to a friends birthday party...semi entertaining. Also Happy Birthday again Eric.
Saturday we woke up early to catch the train from Poughkeepsie to Grand Central station, and spent the day(entire day) in New York City...Some pictures of the rly cool stuff..
Then today we explored New Paltz and Kingston. New platz had some sick shops and I got some cool records..defiantly will go back to New Paltz. Now I'm Tired. Good night.

Ally sleeping on the way home.

Be Peaceful<3

Restaurant in New Paltz

Train Ticket

Grand Central Station.

Times Square.

Empire State Building.

I realized this was our song all along.

 I never realized before but this is exactly word for word: 

Why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
and then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby,
when you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, Darling
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart

"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again,
but you're late, I wait around and then (Bah-dah-dah)
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, I try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time, and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone
Waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo (Ooo-oo-ooo)

Why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
and then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby,
when you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darling
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart

You were a toy but I could be the boy you adore,
if you'd just let me go (Bah-dah-dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, I try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time, and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'm be home
I'll be beside the phone
Waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo (Ooo-oo-ooo)

Why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
and then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby,
when you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darling
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my

I----, need you more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iol0B-clFFM
plz also hear: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hignzKHphvQ

Ode to the foundations.

In other News.. Tomorrow is my first day of Gastro without Raider the man Hater..I am optimistic I will finally be able to appreciate this class without her presence. Tomorrow also happens to be my first Gastro quiz...so I doubt the appreciation will come tomorrow.(Wah Wah Wah) ( <- ally just googled the spelling of this, "when in doubt google that shit")

also I'd like to add to this blog that....I haven't slept nearly enough lately. 

Effects include but are not exclusive to... 

• Remembering a song that I was not alive to hear come out. 
• Laughing extremely hard at things that are either not funny or are just moderately. funny.
• Eating way to much food.
• Not having any homework ambitions.
• Etc. ( <--this is the important bullet)
  

Your face.

Title has nothing to do with anything...

anyways today I had 7am class I went to bed at 3am....ughhh the life of a college student is just so damn hard!

After class me, Ally, and Gwen went and worked our asses off at the gym..literally and figuratively haha and then we went to the gourmet society meeting which was pretty cool I think ill prob stay in that club for awhile. After all that fun we ate a crap ton of pizza which pretty much made working out pointless I suppose <--again life of a college student is so challenging. 

I'm feeling bored lately, I feel like I need to explore more and find some entertaining and cheap things to do around town. Most likely since I'm feeling more at home and the newness is wearing off so I find my self with less and less to do. 

ill end with a not so funny cartoon.

Be Peaceful<3

Long Weekends..

BLOGG BLOGG BLOGG!

So I went crazy shopping yesterday and had tonss of fun with the roomates, went to the diner and had the most amazing french toast of my life!!
Today I pretty much slept a lot, tried to do homework but was extremely unsuccessful then the roommates and I walked the bridge over the Hudson which was gorgeous. Pics are up on the FB so check em out.
Lovin' NY and school. ready to meet some more new people.

 Be Peaceful. <3

Blog numero uno!

HOLA!!
I'm very excited to be blogging! I started this blog as a copy cat of my darling roommate ally<3

So a few things-
-I love NY!, I love Ally, I love College, I love being more independent, I love long weekends, domino's, our lounge, and my new friends.
-I Dislike Gastro, not being able to wear earrings, the humidity, banquet for dinner, etc.

The good out ways the bad, I am happy!

Be Peaceful<3