The day went by to quickly.
I'm alone again.. but I know it will be ok.
It was worth all of it.. spending a few hours is more than I could have asked for.
In fact.. it will always be worth it to me.
Something I am extremely happy to have realized..
In my mind.. we are better than we have ever been.
Life may not be normal but, I love every minute of life I spend with you and I am happy.
I can't wait until I see you next.
I love you 10.10.10<3
<3 Be Peaceful.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
oh really?
This weekend is going to be amazingggg!
Metro passes will take us where ever our hearts desire.
I am soooo excited to go around the city with my mom.
As for the week which will start tomorrow(Tues) since we had today off for a self study day.
I have a lot to do tomorrow and then finishing to do Wednesday.
Over all though I think our finished product will show our hard work.
Then Thursday I will be in class all dayyyy but it will be okay because I will be looking forward to going to pick up mi madre after class from the airport.
Finally friday I will wake up early and get out early and I will be done.
The weekend will start. =D
Ugh... I want wait.
The next 2 weeks are gunna be good.
<3 Be Peaceful
Metro passes will take us where ever our hearts desire.
I am soooo excited to go around the city with my mom.
As for the week which will start tomorrow(Tues) since we had today off for a self study day.
I have a lot to do tomorrow and then finishing to do Wednesday.
Over all though I think our finished product will show our hard work.
Then Thursday I will be in class all dayyyy but it will be okay because I will be looking forward to going to pick up mi madre after class from the airport.
Finally friday I will wake up early and get out early and I will be done.
The weekend will start. =D
Ugh... I want wait.
The next 2 weeks are gunna be good.
<3 Be Peaceful
Sunday, March 20, 2011
The reasons why,..
Facebook and telephone calls are not the same:
I cannot see you.
Your voice doesn't sound the same.
I can't touch you
Pictures don't do you justice.
"<3" does not take place for saying I love you out loud.
I get sick of saying the same things over and over because you already know I miss you but I have to say it anyway.
In mid conversation you have to leave or one or the others phone freaks out.
There is never just You and I time.
Why do they have to make our lives so difficult.
</3 Be Peaceful
I cannot see you.
Your voice doesn't sound the same.
I can't touch you
Pictures don't do you justice.
"<3" does not take place for saying I love you out loud.
I get sick of saying the same things over and over because you already know I miss you but I have to say it anyway.
In mid conversation you have to leave or one or the others phone freaks out.
There is never just You and I time.
Why do they have to make our lives so difficult.
</3 Be Peaceful
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Hump day,
All of my 6 papers are finished. Just have to finish my business plan and I am on the home stretch of finishing this class.
Tomorrow(actually today because its 2:30 am) is my last externship meeting which I am stoked about.
I am also excited that everyone is packing and talking about packing and we are leavingggg!
I feel like even though I am annoyed with a lot of people in my group because we have been together so long.. I also feel like some things are getting smoother.
For that I am thankful to say the least. Not to say that I needed it to smooth out or was wanting it too because I felt fine about it but it just kinda happened or is happening and it takes a weight off my shoulders.
I started out this journey telling myself to stick by what I believe but be the bigger person but in the end I think that what I actually ended up learning was that things are worth fighting for but only to a certain extent.
Sometimes its just not worth making a big deal about and I see that point of view.
I guess you can't hold a grudge forever.
I hope this break helps and next year works out better since I am more knowledgeable.
As I read this blog back to myself.. it's confusing but.. I guess it makes sense to what I am thinking about and probably for who and what its about.
8 days till Madre gets here and 10 days until I leave =)
<3 Be Peaceful
Tomorrow(actually today because its 2:30 am) is my last externship meeting which I am stoked about.
I am also excited that everyone is packing and talking about packing and we are leavingggg!
I feel like even though I am annoyed with a lot of people in my group because we have been together so long.. I also feel like some things are getting smoother.
For that I am thankful to say the least. Not to say that I needed it to smooth out or was wanting it too because I felt fine about it but it just kinda happened or is happening and it takes a weight off my shoulders.
I started out this journey telling myself to stick by what I believe but be the bigger person but in the end I think that what I actually ended up learning was that things are worth fighting for but only to a certain extent.
Sometimes its just not worth making a big deal about and I see that point of view.
I guess you can't hold a grudge forever.
I hope this break helps and next year works out better since I am more knowledgeable.
As I read this blog back to myself.. it's confusing but.. I guess it makes sense to what I am thinking about and probably for who and what its about.
8 days till Madre gets here and 10 days until I leave =)
<3 Be Peaceful
Monday, March 14, 2011
Productivity.
First of all.. YAY for getting a "B" in cakes class.
Secondly.. I have 6- single spaced one page papers and a 10-12 page business plan due next Tue.
Proudly though I have knocked out 4 of those papers in the last 4 hours. I'll save the rest for later considering its almost 3 am. and I have about 70% of my business plan done.
The goal.. Finish it all by Thursday night so I can have a long weekend of nothing to do.
Considering this will be my last weekend here until next September.. need to live it up ya know?
Time to sleep.
Wish my luck on all this homework!
<3 Be Peaceful.
Secondly.. I have 6- single spaced one page papers and a 10-12 page business plan due next Tue.
Proudly though I have knocked out 4 of those papers in the last 4 hours. I'll save the rest for later considering its almost 3 am. and I have about 70% of my business plan done.
The goal.. Finish it all by Thursday night so I can have a long weekend of nothing to do.
Considering this will be my last weekend here until next September.. need to live it up ya know?
Time to sleep.
Wish my luck on all this homework!
<3 Be Peaceful.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
The countdown.
is on.
In less than 13 days I will be leaving NY!
I talked to my dad today about the route home and what not which just made it feel even closer than ever.
I have packed a lot of my stuff and pre cleaned the room today so I have less work to do while my mom is here.
I am ready to take all this crap to storage but I know I am not at that stage yet. That will come next week.
Hopefully this week goes as fast as last week did.
Is time to go!
Other things...
I am pretty much just thinking a lot about what is gunna happen next year and what the right steps are for me to take.
I feel like I am stuck between making others happy and what I know is best for me.
I think this time.. I'm gunna do me.
<3 Be Peaceful
p.s. <3 my boyfriendddddddddddddddddddddddd
In less than 13 days I will be leaving NY!
I talked to my dad today about the route home and what not which just made it feel even closer than ever.
I have packed a lot of my stuff and pre cleaned the room today so I have less work to do while my mom is here.
I am ready to take all this crap to storage but I know I am not at that stage yet. That will come next week.
Hopefully this week goes as fast as last week did.
Is time to go!
Other things...
I am pretty much just thinking a lot about what is gunna happen next year and what the right steps are for me to take.
I feel like I am stuck between making others happy and what I know is best for me.
I think this time.. I'm gunna do me.
<3 Be Peaceful
p.s. <3 my boyfriendddddddddddddddddddddddd
Thursday, March 10, 2011
15 days.
Till I leave this place.
Had an okay day in class I guess.. a lot of tension I felt like but everything came out okay.
I feel like people are just getting along to get through the days.
Why waste energy fighting.. let it ride for two more weeks.
Other then that.. I have started packing..
my drawers are getting emptier and the walls are loosing their "flare" lol
I can't wait for this class to be over and for my mommy to come =)
lastly.. today was 5 months for me and my bf =)
its a short amount of time but.. when you've been waiting this long and haven't seen this person for such a long time.. 5 months means a lot.
New day tomorrow... all we can do is look forward.
<3 Be Peaceful
Had an okay day in class I guess.. a lot of tension I felt like but everything came out okay.
I feel like people are just getting along to get through the days.
Why waste energy fighting.. let it ride for two more weeks.
Other then that.. I have started packing..
my drawers are getting emptier and the walls are loosing their "flare" lol
I can't wait for this class to be over and for my mommy to come =)
lastly.. today was 5 months for me and my bf =)
its a short amount of time but.. when you've been waiting this long and haven't seen this person for such a long time.. 5 months means a lot.
New day tomorrow... all we can do is look forward.
<3 Be Peaceful
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
its going to be okay.
i get told this constantly.
and really.. i tell myself it constantly too.
but guess what.
you have no idea.
you dont know if it is going to turn out okay.
or if i will die from this.
you dont know what the hell this feels like.
so dont say it is gunna be ok.
speak to me like i am a damn human.
god i cant freakin do this any more.
and really.. i tell myself it constantly too.
but guess what.
you have no idea.
you dont know if it is going to turn out okay.
or if i will die from this.
you dont know what the hell this feels like.
so dont say it is gunna be ok.
speak to me like i am a damn human.
god i cant freakin do this any more.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Derby girl?
New found interest.
Roller Derby.
Is there any better way to get out aggression, work out and meet new people?
Maybe nottt
It might just be one of the coolest sports out there.
and I am gunna try it out.
just gotta find some skates
Anyone who would like to help fund this adventure is more than welcome.
Other news = 19 days until I go back to FL
It's starting to feel real.. I went and set up my storage unit today.. I can't believe its so close.
Feel like just yesterday I was moving into Angell and meeting my roommates.. but I guess in someways it feels like so long ago as well.
I am excited to get back to FL spend some time with everyone I love and have missed
and then get my butt to Orlando and start working.
I am excited to work again.. I feel unproductive not working even though I know getting my degree is productive.. the sitting around all the time makes it feel like I'm not doing anything.
Also in Orlando is a roller derby team =D
Lastly. I would like to celebrate again the fact that I passed my practical. It's such a relief and weight of my shoulders.
I did however cut myself pretty bad on the 2nd day though.
No time to go to the nurses office.. 3 bandaids on top of each other and back to work.... professionalism at its best.
Have a lovely evening.
<3 Be Peaceful
Roller Derby.
Is there any better way to get out aggression, work out and meet new people?
Maybe nottt
It might just be one of the coolest sports out there.
and I am gunna try it out.
just gotta find some skates
Anyone who would like to help fund this adventure is more than welcome.
Other news = 19 days until I go back to FL
It's starting to feel real.. I went and set up my storage unit today.. I can't believe its so close.
Feel like just yesterday I was moving into Angell and meeting my roommates.. but I guess in someways it feels like so long ago as well.
I am excited to get back to FL spend some time with everyone I love and have missed
and then get my butt to Orlando and start working.
I am excited to work again.. I feel unproductive not working even though I know getting my degree is productive.. the sitting around all the time makes it feel like I'm not doing anything.
Also in Orlando is a roller derby team =D
Lastly. I would like to celebrate again the fact that I passed my practical. It's such a relief and weight of my shoulders.
I did however cut myself pretty bad on the 2nd day though.
No time to go to the nurses office.. 3 bandaids on top of each other and back to work.... professionalism at its best.
Have a lovely evening.
<3 Be Peaceful
Saturday, March 5, 2011
I wish..
Planet wings delivered to CIA.
I just want some hot wings.
I deserve them I was productive today.
ughhh
<3 Be Peaceful
I just want some hot wings.
I deserve them I was productive today.
ughhh
<3 Be Peaceful
Friday, March 4, 2011
winner, winner, chicken dinner.
I got a 89.5 on my practical. =D
I am veryy happy about this. and very happy I have a four day weekend.
And I love my boyfriend.
I am veryy happy about this. and very happy I have a four day weekend.
And I love my boyfriend.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Ready.
I kicked some practical but today if I do say so myself.
I am happy with my product so far so I just have to go in tomorrow and finish strong.
Bring it all together to make 3 awesome products.. that's the plan anyway.
Then I will be on the home stretch. A three day weekend heading into the last block before extern.
I am sooooo excited, like can't even describe it excited for my Mom to fly up and drive back with me.
and sooo excited to be home in general! =D
I AM READYYYY!
<3 Be Peaceful
p.s. I will continue to kick practical ass tomorrow.. I will update with my grade.. unless I fail.. then I will update with tears and sobbing.
I am happy with my product so far so I just have to go in tomorrow and finish strong.
Bring it all together to make 3 awesome products.. that's the plan anyway.
Then I will be on the home stretch. A three day weekend heading into the last block before extern.
I am sooooo excited, like can't even describe it excited for my Mom to fly up and drive back with me.
and sooo excited to be home in general! =D
I AM READYYYY!
<3 Be Peaceful
p.s. I will continue to kick practical ass tomorrow.. I will update with my grade.. unless I fail.. then I will update with tears and sobbing.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
This, is the real deal.
Today was a good day despite so attitudes flying.
I got pretty good news from my love and had some good stuff going on myself.
Tomorrow is day one of my 2nd term practical and I feel like I am as ready as I will ever be.
It is now only 24 days until I get home and I am already making plans for when I'm home in Florida.
I want to tan in Florida soooo badly!
I don't really have much to blog about besides.. I am happy so you should be as well.
and I love my boyfriend. =D
<3 Be Peaceful and wish me luck!
I will update when I get home.
I got pretty good news from my love and had some good stuff going on myself.
Tomorrow is day one of my 2nd term practical and I feel like I am as ready as I will ever be.
It is now only 24 days until I get home and I am already making plans for when I'm home in Florida.
I want to tan in Florida soooo badly!
I don't really have much to blog about besides.. I am happy so you should be as well.
and I love my boyfriend. =D
<3 Be Peaceful and wish me luck!
I will update when I get home.
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