I can't believe that is FRIDAY!
I am superrrr excited to go home after work tomorrow and start a five day vacation of amazing.
I also can't believe that it is the 22nd day of July already.
Didn't this month just start? Where has the time gone?
Before I know it I will be home for a month and then back to New York I go.
Such a weird thing to be saying and feeling.
Also.. I am supposed to be getting a new roommate Saturday which means I will already be home and will not meet the person moving into my room until 5 days after she moves in..
I am very uneasy about this.
but nothing I can do about it... life must go on.
Last topic of the day..
Karma.
I know maybe it's not the nicest thing to say and feel but..
Some people deserve the karma that comes their way.
But really it's not even that I want karma to go back on this certain person but more that it is sad that they have something they don't deserve.
Something I would kill to have and I personally think I do deserve but can't currently have.
How could you be so selfish? disrespectful? and frankly.. DISGUSTING.
UGH!
I have the urge to tell this person how horrible they are to their face but..
they are not worth my time or breath.
and I am grateful for being aware of that fact.
<3Be Peaceful
10.10.10<3
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Magical.
Today I went to Hollywood stuidos for the first time..
I know it's bad, I have been here for 4 months and am just now getting around to going but..
I have been working my butt off and to be honest the last thing I want to do is go out and stand in line in the hot Florida sun.
Anyways, I had a lot of fun, got my first time pin.
Then after I got to go get my graduation packet and graduation ears since I am leaving the program soon.
It made it feel more real then ever that I have almost completed my extern..
Feels like only a few weeks ago I started at CIA and I felt like extern was years away.
Well, I am proud of myself and why shouldn't I be!
Now if I could only finish this extern manual.. only one assignment left.. the thank you letter and for some reason I just can't put pen to paper and get it over with..
I am a pretty good BS writer and can usually make stuff up until I come up with a whole page but I just can't do it this time.. =/
I am on the count down not only to have a month off and chill but also to have a mini vacation this coming weekend. I could not be more stoked. =DDDD
and I have to admit.. I am a little excited to return to the cold state of New York.
I miss the people.
Thats all.. Check for more Disney pictures on the FB.
<3 Be Peaceful.
10.10.10My love.
I know it's bad, I have been here for 4 months and am just now getting around to going but..
I have been working my butt off and to be honest the last thing I want to do is go out and stand in line in the hot Florida sun.
Anyways, I had a lot of fun, got my first time pin.
Then after I got to go get my graduation packet and graduation ears since I am leaving the program soon.
It made it feel more real then ever that I have almost completed my extern..
Feels like only a few weeks ago I started at CIA and I felt like extern was years away.
Well, I am proud of myself and why shouldn't I be!
Now if I could only finish this extern manual.. only one assignment left.. the thank you letter and for some reason I just can't put pen to paper and get it over with..
I am a pretty good BS writer and can usually make stuff up until I come up with a whole page but I just can't do it this time.. =/
I am on the count down not only to have a month off and chill but also to have a mini vacation this coming weekend. I could not be more stoked. =DDDD
and I have to admit.. I am a little excited to return to the cold state of New York.
I miss the people.
Thats all.. Check for more Disney pictures on the FB.
<3 Be Peaceful.
10.10.10My love.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
small..big...bigger..
Anything ever start small.
Or with the idea of small...
and turn big?
Ugh... BIG.
and you know what.. dreams small or big to start.. can get bigger and bigger or maybe smaller.
Regardless they are expensive and over baring and stressful and heart breaking.
<3 Be Peaceful
Or with the idea of small...
and turn big?
Ugh... BIG.
and you know what.. dreams small or big to start.. can get bigger and bigger or maybe smaller.
Regardless they are expensive and over baring and stressful and heart breaking.
<3 Be Peaceful
Saturday, July 9, 2011
push and tug
i feel like sometimes its so easy
and other times i just cant figure out why its so hard.
like i cant reach you.
you are somewhere else
and i am nothing in the distant world you are submerged in
i feel like it will be worth it.
fight for the one you want and what you want and it will pay off but..
maybe it would pay off just to take the easy route
the route that just sits and waits
what am i supposed to do? i need answers
where are you?
and other times i just cant figure out why its so hard.
like i cant reach you.
you are somewhere else
and i am nothing in the distant world you are submerged in
i feel like it will be worth it.
fight for the one you want and what you want and it will pay off but..
maybe it would pay off just to take the easy route
the route that just sits and waits
what am i supposed to do? i need answers
where are you?
Thursday, July 7, 2011
goodbye. hello.
Good Bye Lori Anderson.
You have been a really good roommate for the last couple months and I will miss you dearly.
This day is bitter sweet. I am sad to see my roommate go and I am really not looking forward to the possibility of a new roommate taking her spot in my room but..
It is the being to the end.
I cannot believe that it is already a week into July and that in just over a month I will be home in Englewood with a month to do as I please.
Then back to the cold of New York but also back to good people.
Overall everything is alright.. I am just ready to be able to check Externship of my check list and move onto the next tasks.
<3 Be Peaceful
You have been a really good roommate for the last couple months and I will miss you dearly.
This day is bitter sweet. I am sad to see my roommate go and I am really not looking forward to the possibility of a new roommate taking her spot in my room but..
It is the being to the end.
I cannot believe that it is already a week into July and that in just over a month I will be home in Englewood with a month to do as I please.
Then back to the cold of New York but also back to good people.
Overall everything is alright.. I am just ready to be able to check Externship of my check list and move onto the next tasks.
<3 Be Peaceful
Friday, July 1, 2011
indecisive.
I feel like that kid who has no idea what path they want to take.
No idea what I want to do for the rest of my life, for my career.
I have interest in many things but does that mean I should do it for a living?
Probably not.
Why am I so confused with life?
I wish one thing would come so easily and naturally to me that it would be an obvious decision.
I love baking but so do million of other people.. doesn't mean they should make a career of it.
And not wanting to plate desserts in a slave shop for the rest of my life or a great part of it really cuts into the opportunities.
But maybe baking is what I should be doing.
Or maybe I should be doing math.
Or maybe I should be a normal person and be like a waitress or something.
Why so hard.
<3 Be Peaceful
No idea what I want to do for the rest of my life, for my career.
I have interest in many things but does that mean I should do it for a living?
Probably not.
Why am I so confused with life?
I wish one thing would come so easily and naturally to me that it would be an obvious decision.
I love baking but so do million of other people.. doesn't mean they should make a career of it.
And not wanting to plate desserts in a slave shop for the rest of my life or a great part of it really cuts into the opportunities.
But maybe baking is what I should be doing.
Or maybe I should be doing math.
Or maybe I should be a normal person and be like a waitress or something.
Why so hard.
<3 Be Peaceful
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